Soooo, I haven’t blogged since May…That’s right; It’s been MONTHS. And, though this has happened before, and not intentionally, this time, it was on purpose, because I was very busy, making good on my last blog, and finding that new balance I spoke of. Having completed my vaccinations, I watched, as life began to bud, like new flowers in Spring. Spring, the season where life begins to show promise of the beauty yet to enfold.
June came around faster than expected; We barely even had an actual spring, as temperatures outside began to climb rapidly, and, while prepping for recital season, camp got back in touch with me and asked me to consider coming to work for any time that I could. I would still have to completely ”lock down” there, and had already committed to teaching, choreographing, supervising grad students, and, of course, my patients. It also became apparent that my invitation to see Alaska via land and sea, was not going to happen anytime soon; Cruises were still not happening, and there was just no other way to MAKE it happen. And so, after some thought and some rearranging, I agreed to go to camp…my new camp, that never opened last year because of Covid. A few weeks later was recital day, all 100 degrees of it, outdoors, in all of its sweaty glory, then a very sweet, sweet 16, of one of my LONG-time students, and then I packed up my car, took a covid test, and a leap of faith, got into my car, and headed to The Berkshires. (I hear that it’s beautiful in the area surrounding camp, but we locked down for safety, YOLO.) Camp kept me plenty busy, and I saw my patients virtually on my off time, but I felt welcomed and appreciated, worked hard, and left feeling accomplished. I returned home in mid-July to teach for another 6 weeks, and choreograph for a couple of days over the next 2 weeks.
In between teaching and choreographing, I had the opportunity to go camping twice…Once, for 6 days, traveling to Rockport, Maine, the lobster capital of the US, (for the lobster festival, that ended up being canceled, also because of Covid), where we saw some beautiful views, some fabulous light houses, learned all about Puffins, and yes, ate some fabulous lobster. The best, being, at our actual campground, hosted by the owners, and enjoyed with others from around the US, also camping. The weather, mainly, cooperated, and we survived 36 hours of rain in our tent with laughter, wordscapes, and an extra tarp, and even ate well, having picked up some local seafood from in town. The second camping trip was along the Delaware River, rafting with friends, in a fabulous repeat of last summer’s 3 day weekend, that I had enjoyed so much. Again, lots of laughter and good food, and we decided to make culinary delights, mainly for our dinners, succeeding in making everyone else jealous.
Choreography and an entire production number completed, I was asked to drive to Florida, rather than fly down a couple of weeks later, and couldn’t see a reason to say no, so off I went….another leap of faith. My only disappointment was not being able to connect with family along the way; Though we planned for it, none of them could make it happen. Upon arriving at the welcome center, we found out that it IS true, that you can have a cup of orange juice or grapefruit juice upon arrival to Florida! Hysterical!
I spent almost 3 weeks in Florida, on both coasts, connecting with friends from the past, their family, and seeing my rents as well. I was able to see my cousins, my uncle, my niece and nephews, celebrate a birthday, get out for a wonderful dinner, see my daughter and daughter in law, and connect with one of my favorite professors, who was the chairman of my college sociology department. It was a truly fabulous way to kick of the Jewish new year, having never spent it that way….ever.
After a very successful trip, I returned home, by plane, in time for a staff meeting, and to begin teaching. I’ve been home, just short of 3 weeks, but am already into the routine, though sleep and some other complications still challenge me, having had Covid 10 months ago, and complications thereafter. I am now considered a ”long-hauler”, and am working on getting back my stamina, my sleep, my sense of smell and taste, and saying goodbye to my anxiety, fractured ribs and my inhaler. I mask based on my own comfort level, and fear how bad colds will be after not being exposed to ”regular” germs, but I work with kids and families, and cannot afford for a cold to turn into bronchitis, at least, for now. This weekend, I also got my flu shot. And, also this weekend, I was able to be a part of a friend’s daughter’s bat mitzvah, and return to the city and see a Broadway show, having purchased the tickets two years ago!
I’ve learned SO much through this pandemic, but I’ve learned even more about myself…what I need, what I value, and what I want, going forward. I plan to spend much more time with my family, much more time enjoying the things around me, much more time IN the positive, allowing myself to be valued, spend time with those that truly love and care about me, take a chance to love again, and just be me, without apology. I am going to leap, every now and then, because I have stepped, kicked, kicked, yet again, and have touched down too, but I have A LOT of livin’ to do.